Your shitty self talk & past repeated stories will win every single time IF you let them.
If you want different results, you gotta learn to tone down your inner mean girl & shift your story so you can show up for yourself differently.
Those are just a FEW of the results that are possible when you change how you talk to yourself & lean into self love.
Your actions will always end up aligning with your thoughts / beliefs about yourself. If you keep trying to take action without working on the underlying thoughts you have about yourself & your worthiness, your results will be temporary.